It has been a short while since my last post and good discipline dictates that I should be making regular entries in order to keep on track (whatever that looks like). I know that it is about time that I put together some sensible thoughts, peppered with some amusing anecdotes and maybe, just maybe, even focused on my original intent to journal my progress on the career change front – especially now that I have actually started my first internship.
There have been several started and abandoned ‘scribblings’ throughout the past week or so. The trouble is that I have not been in the right state of mind for completing these. Unable to trust what might emerge from the fingers rattling across the keyboard, it has been preferable to stop. Life just hits me like that from time to time and it often seems that the best I can hope for under such circumstances is to stem the flow of negative thinking.
So, trying to progress beyond this point at the weekend, I was reminding myself of all the reasons why negative thinking was inappropriate. The 1970’s hit by ‘Ian Dury & the Blockheads’ came into my head – ‘Reasons to be Cheerful (Part 3)’. I smiled internally at the memory of excitement when I succeeded in getting a request played for my brother on the local radio in our teenage years. Same band – playing ‘Hit me with your Rhythm Stick’.
For the time being then, I leave you with my own record of many of the reasons I had to be cheerful over the week end (even though I wasn’t).
Memories from childhood … ‘hit me with your rhythm stick’,
Dad wanting to climb ladders, neighbours trying to stop him quick,
Mum sat in the Garden, enjoying homemade scones for tea,
Riding bikes with Michael, countryside and feeling free,
Sunshine, coasting down the hill, on to the river’s edge for rest,
Promise of good things to come, tickets waiting for Begfest,
Summer, Sandra, Cathy, Tom, Catherine and Dorota,
With smiles, stories and joyful songs, baptised in deep water,
A thank you for a job well done, a chance to go the extra mile,
The random things that pick you up, a picture book, a baby smile
Clean shoes, fresh bread and a splatter free car,
Family knits on the line, supper at the Uni Bar
Joining the youngsters in their adult domain,
Al fresco dining with good friends that remain,
But best of all that quirky mix of
Cheese and pineapple on sticks.
Having taken the trouble to bring all of these things to the front of my mind, I feel somewhat more cheerful and certainly grateful.
Hope to update you soon on progress on the work fulfilment front – as you will have noticed by now there are a lot of distractions.
What do you do to try to steer your mind out of a seemingly inevitable downwards spiral?